Baby Zara dah almost one month
Mama’s little flower tu dah botak
Rupa rupanya baby zara ada tanda lahir kat kepala dia
Dah botak baru nampak
Tapi tatau la tu kesan daripada vaccum masa lahir haritu
Kalau tu kesan dari vacuum
Memang kesian la anak mama

Malam malam sebelum tido kena berperang dulu dengan baby zara
Biasanya baby zara akan tido dalam pukul 12
Tapi mama dia ni dekat dekat pukul 10 dah start mengantuk dah
Mula la pass baby kat atuk, kat tok mama, kat babah
Habis semua orang kena jaga Zara
Tapi las las baby zara akan balik jugak kat mama
Sebab dia misti nak tido dengan mama
Dan baby Zara adalah baby yang sangat baik
Sebab dia akan tido sampai pagi
Dalam pukul 5 sengah atau enam baru baby Zara akan bangun balik
Dia memang bagi mama dia rehat

Mr Husband pegi KL
Kursus
Nasib baik sehari je
Habis kursus boleh terus balik Ipoh
I miss mr husband
I think baby Zara also misses her daddy

Harini baby Zara meragam je
Tanak letak
Tiap tiap hari I will tell baby Zara
“baby, mama ada class. Pukul 10 sampai 12. Baby sleep. After class mama akan main dengan zara”
So, baby zara will sleep and right at 12, baby Zara akan bangun tidur dan tanak tido dah sebab mama dia dah janji nak main dengan dia
Pastu kalau cakap kat baby zara, “zara, mama bizi. Nanti bila habis kerja baru mama main dengan zara”
Dia akan tidur dan bila mama dia habis kerja, zara akan terus bangun.
Tau je dia bila mama dia habis kerja

Tapi harini dah pesan dah kat baby zara
Dia still tanak tido
Dia nak menyusu sepanjang masa
Dia nak berdukung sepanjang masa
Dia tidur nak berpeluk

Lepas ni ada kelas pukul 3 sampai 5
Baby Zara dah tidur
Dah pesan jugak kat dia yang after five, baru mama boleh main dengan dia
Harap harap baby zara dengar cakap mama

Pagi tadi checkup baby zara
Berat Zara dah 3.4 kg
Panjang 51 cm.
Cepat je dah ada perubahan
Masa lahir haritu baby 2.9 kg n panjang 47 cm

Baby zara
Mama harap baby zara membesar dengan sihat
Mama nak anak mama jadi anak yang cerdik
Jadi anak yang menghormati orang tua
Dengar cakap mama dan babah
Mama harap kehadiran zara akan sentiasa menyejukkan hati semua orang

Mama nak zara belajar pandai pandai
Nanti mama bagi kindergarten mama ni kat zara
Kalau zara tanak kindergarten
Zara kena belajar tinggi tinggi
Supaya boleh jadi engineer
Nanti zara boleh jadik boss babah kat tm.
hahahhahahahahahahha

i love u my little flower
U are one precious gift from heaven
Mama is so lucky to have you, little angel

For my lover
Happy first anniversary
I love you


Kerinduan - Sheila Majid

Dulu pernah aku bersumpah
Selalu setia jika ku mencinta
Masih melekat rasa itu
Saat cintamu datang padaku

Semua terwujud, saat kau singgah
Panasi cinta, untuk setia merindu

(Korus)
Kerinduan tak akan menghilang
Kan selalu ku rasa
Tak mampu ku menghindar
Kau berikan, apa yang ku pinta
Kau mengingatku dalam cinta
Temaniku dalam…
Setia (jalani hidup ini)

Aku tak pernah mengharapkan
Cinta lain datang membelaiku
Aku dapat selalu bertahan
Menahan cintamu di sukmaku

Kehadiranmu basuh jiwaku
Engkau suluhkan api cinta diriku

It's been a wonderful + scary experience, but at last, i've delivered the most beautiful, sweetest baby in the world.

We named her Aisya Zahirah. The pronounciation of aisya is a-ye-sya. I still havent decided what im going to call her. There are times when i called her aisya, baby, but most of the time, i call her shayang. Maybe i want to call her Zara.

Im still adapting myself to motherhood. I called myself mommy and sometimes mama. I called mr husband daddy and sometimes babah.

Aisya Zahirah was born on 28th october 2008 at 5.20 am.

I was in labour for 26 hours. Mr husband and i went to hospital on 27.10 at 4.30 am. After some checkups, they put me in labour suite. Later on, in the afternoon, i was sent to labour room. Well, i thought, its going to be fast. I was wrong. Totally wrong.

I was left alone. Im in total pain. I heard the specialist told the doctor to give me etonoks but no, the doctor did nothing. At 9 pm, i told the doctor that i want my husband to be with me. He came in at 4am. During that time, i was so in pain till there are times when i feel like i just want to let myself go. Most of the time, i keep on telling baby that we have to do this together.We have to survive.

Nanti la sambung.Kt hospital ni and i want to get some sleep

Mak bising bila dengar mr husband bershopping lagi barang barang baby
Mak kata tunggu la baby lahir dulu
Yang penting myself n baby kena selamat
Then i told mak yang mr husband beli barang barang tu kat kl sebab kat ipoh tade
Lagipun bila plak nak beli
Mebbe lepas baby lahir
Kena tunggu three to four months baru kitorang dapat pegi kl

Bila fikir balik betul la cakap mak
Memang patutnya kena tunggu baby lahir
Baru beli barang barang
Sebab if anything happen
Memang boleh jadik gila

Harap harap dapat melahirkan baby dengan selamat
Harap harap baby pun selamat dan sihat
Bilik baby sangat bau baby
Memang sejak dua menjak ni i tak masuk pun bilik baby
Sebab bau baby tu kuat sangat
Kalau masuk bilik tu nanti misti rasa sangat tak sabar nak baby keluar

Which sebenarnya memang tak sabar nak tunggu baby keluar
Tak sabar nak tengok baby
Mak pesan supaya banyak banyak bersabar masa nak melahirkan baby
Kena berserah pada Allah

Eeerrgghh
Tak dapat nak bayangkan macamana nak bersalin nanti
Horror ke?
Mengerikan ke?

Tapi rasanya as long as mr husband ada ok la kot
All these while pun, my strength banyak datang dari mr husband

Haritu masa mr husband cakap dengan mak dia pun
Konfiden je dia cakap if anything happen
Dia boleh je share blood with me
Sebab we are in the same blood category

Countdown menunjukkan lagi sehari je baby nak lahir
Tadi pegi kedai beli lunch pun tiba tiba ada orang yang tak dikenali tegur

“bila due?”
“sehari lagi”
“oohhh.... nanti tadika macamana?”
“takpe... pekerja saya ada”
“aaa.... kalau nak pakai pekerja, anak makcik ni ada”
“oowwhh... mungkin tahun depan saya nak carik pekerja”
“a’ah... kalau ada kerja kosong bitau makcik ye”
“nampak berat betul perut tu ye. Misti baby boy”
“hehehhe... saya pun tatau lagi baby ni girl ke boy”

Sempat plak orang nak mintak keje
I pun wonder
Mana la makcik tu kenal?
Ke si inaz ni memang sangat ignorance tak pedulikan orang sekeliling
Ke sebenarnya si inaz ni memang femes tapi dia sendiri yang tatau
(statement yang sangat masuk lif tekan sendiri)
Ahahahhahahahaha

Well, macamana tah nak bitau makcik tu kalau ada keje kosong
Cam rude plak nak tanya makcik tu
Sape makcik ni ye?
Macamana saya nak kontek makcik?

For my dearest baby,
Baby, please give mommy some obvious sign
So that i know that u are ready to see the world
It’s been a long way
And Mommy is so thankful to Allah because so far
We have been sailing on a smooth journey
May you arrive safely
Mommy really hope that we both can make it

Uuhhhhh
I want to cry
My emotion is at it’s lowest level at this moment
I miss my mr husband
I can’t wait to see baby
I’m afraid
I can’t wait to see mr husband
I can’t wait to see baby

Well, let’s listen to this song
Lagu ni kalau dengar sangat rasa easy
Pastu cam terbayang macam ada orang doodle flower, butterfly
Orang orang lidi

I'm yours - Jason Marz

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
And now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
I like peaceful melodys
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
I like one big family (2nd time: I like happy family)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No I won't hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours, I'm yours

Mr husband ada kat kl
Tak besnya rasa
Pagi tadi rasa macam nak drive pegi kl je

Malam tadi iron semua baju n seluar kerja mr husband
Kenapa sangat rajin?
Supaya rasa dekat dengan mr husband
Nasib baik tak diganggu mimpi ngeri

Kenapa mimpi ngeri?
Tatau
Kalau tade mr husband
Misti akan diganggu mimpi ngeri
I don’t like
Cukup dengan rasa mr husband ada kat sebelah
Misti takkan diganggu mimpi ngeri
Ataupun kalau tak boleh tidur
Pegang mr husband
Misti boleh tidur lena
Haritu bila cakap kat mr husband
Mr husband balas balik “ kena cas inaz ni”
Ahahhahaha
Tu pun nak berkira ke
Bukannya luak pun

Nampaknya malam ni pun mr husband tade lagi
Misti malam ni mr husband nak pegi klcc bershopping
Huhuhuhuhuhu
Nak ikootttttt
Seronok la mr husband boleh bershopping
Minci...... minci.....

Tak sabar nak tengok si baby dalam perut ni
Nampaknya setakat ni baby memang dengar cakap sebab asyik pesan kat baby supaya tunggu daddy dia balik baru keluar
Tapi ada jugak masa yang rasa sangat nak baby keluar

Oohhh
1.11 nanti mr husband kursus kat Terengganu plak
Dah la 3 weeks
Habis laaaaaa
Harap harap dah bersalin by then

Konklusinya
Saya tak suka mr husband shopping sorang2
Saya tak suka kalau mr husband tade
Saya tengah menghitung waktu untuk bersalin