Isnin, Mac 30, 2009

. r . a . h . s . i . a . . i . t . u .

Apa??
Sebok je nak tau
Nanti la I cakap

Weekend haritu mr husband ajak pegi penang
Tapi bila hari sabtu
I dah malas pulak nak jalan jalan

Jadi instead of menghabiskan duit baya sewa otel
Kita pegi jalan jalan mengabiskan pitih di jusco

We had lunch kat SR
Makan macam orang kebulor
Sampai kids meal pun kita order

Pastu jalan jalan lagi
Mr husband macam biasa kalau jalan misti akan soping baju dia
Si mommy… macam biasa sangat choosy
And she will endup dengan tak belI baju langsung
Nak belI undergarment pun kedekut

Kita soping baju zara jugak
Kebetulan woc n tenderly ada fair

Masa makan tu mr husband bagi dua rat
Soh belI apa apa untuk diri sendiri
Reason being sebab I bitau mr husband ada baju kat Esprit yang I berkenan tapi harga 199

I bitau mr husband yang I tak belI sebab tak berbaloi
Banyak je baju murah yang sama design camtu
Tapi ofkoz I takkan belI jugak
Sebab I macam gilakan brand

Masa tunggu makan tu
I masuk kedai kasut nose
Ingat nak belI
Pastu tak jadi jugak
Mr husband dah stat pening dengan si mommy nih

Pastu mr husband bawak I pegi kedai crocs
Mr husband belikan satu kasut crocs
Sama warna macam kasut beliau
Hahahhahahhaha

Pagi tadi I balik rumah 
Ingat nak basuh kain
Rupanya mr husband dah basuh
Tapi sampai sekarang
Dah pukul 3.18 petang 
I belum sidai kain

Malam semalam kita pegi billion
Belikan baju untuk danial
Tapi little miss zara pun misti la dapat habuan skali jugak kan
Dia bising bising
Bila cakap ada baju untuk dia jugak
Baru la dia diam
Mr husband siap belikan baju untuk danial yang sama sebijik macam zara
Kat billion ada fair Anakku
Punya la murah
Sehelai RM5 je
Kita belikan baju gambar froggie untuk zara
Sebelum ni zara ada baju duck je

Harini ada birthday party lagi kat tadika
Sepanjang minggu lepas sampai harini tadika ni penuh dengan birthday party je
Dan today’s theme ialah pink

Kalau birthday party
I akan bagi budak yang nak sambut birthday tu pilih theme sendiri
Dan I suka betul dengan parents yang sangat sangat supportive

Kan harini theme pink
Ofkoz la boys takde baju pink
Ramai yang pakai baju baru harini
Sebab parent diorang belikan baju baru warna pink 

Warna yang dah digunapakai sejak tahun ni ialah purple, yellow, red and  pink
Nanti bulan 4 ni birthday I
Nak sambut la jugak
Hahahahah
Nanti boleh tulis kat message book budak budak tu macam ni

“ we are going to celebrate teacher nurul’s birthday on Monday. please wear green as green is teacher nurul’s favorite color”

I’m sure parents yang baca message tu nanti akan muntah kaler ijo
Jadi instead of sambut birthday I
I akan wakilkan kepada little miss zara
Biar zara sambut birthday 6 bulan
Nanti bulan 10 zara sambut birthday setaun pulak

Benda rahsia tu ialah
I dah boleh main kejar kejar dengan mr husband
Hahahhahah

. i . . d . o .

Waaaaahhhh
I did it
Berjaya jugak

Apa?
Rahsia
hahahhahaha

*baik tapayah cakap kan!!!

Khamis, Mac 26, 2009

tommee tippee

Zara kan sangat “suka-ikut-kepala-dia”
So dari lahir zara takmo minum botol
Padahal masa I baru mengandungkan zara dua bulan I dah belI botol susu avent
BelI set yang ada 2 botol kecik, 2 botol besar, pencuci dan jugak pacifier
Kononnya I want the best for my baby la
Pastu baca review pasal avent cam bagus bagus je
Mengelakkan kolik la ape la kan
Pastu towards the end of pregnancy
We bought avent sterelizer
The sterelizer comes with 2 feeding bottles
Jadinya dah ada 6 botol

Bila zara lahir 
Kita pun excited nak bagi dia minum botol
Oh, I support breastfeed 
Tapi I nak ajar zara minum botol jugak
Supaya senang kalau I nak pegi mana mana

Dan….. Si zara gives a big no to bottles

Since I kerja kat tempat yang banyak budak
I pun cuba la selagi ada botol budak pada zara
Still dia takmoh
My milk yang letak dalam botol pun dia tanak

Last week 
Masa pegi alamanda
Kita masuk kedia mother care
I Nampak satu botol susu nih
Tommee tippee
Botol yang gerenuk cantik
Dan teat yang lebar

i pun belI satu botol
Nak bagi zara try
Bila balik rumah
Dengan eksaitednya I bancuh milo dalam botol tu
Dan tadaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Zara minum dengan bes skali
Misti zara rasa macam tengah nenen pada mommy dia

Bagi zara minum air kosong dalam botol tu pun zara minum dengan seronoknya
Yay!!!!!
Cuma we r a bit upset la sebab cam membazir la belI avent ituari
I dah cakap kat mr husband
Nak jual je semua avent tu

Kenapa la dulu belum keluar tippee tommee tuh



. r . a . s . a .

* i publish ni with permission of that orang itu.

Sebal tau
Memang makin lama I rasa dah makin tade masa untuk diri sendiri
I mean untuk merehat rehatkan diri
Buat apa yang I suka
Menonton channel tv kesukaan

Kalau kerusi zara tu ada kat hall
Sampai bila bila la dia akan terus ada kat situ
Kalau carpet tu berkedut 
Sampai bila bila la carpet tu akan terus berkedut kat situ without anyone nak ambik masa few seconds untuk betulkan kedut tu
Kalau bekas air tu tade penutup
Sampai bila bila la bekas air tu takkan letak penutup
Walaupun dah berulang kali cakap kalau air letak dalam peti ais kena ada penutup
Kalau tak air jadi bau peti ais
Kalau kain kat luar tu tak angkat
Sampai bila bila la dia akan tersidai kat luar

Kalau zara menangis
Sampai bila bila la zara akan menangis tak henti henti sampai si mommy ni jugak kena ambil zara
Walaupun si mommy ni tengah sibuk 

Zara biasanya akan berhenti menangis kalau ada orang dukung
Dan orang tu berjalan jalan
Dia tak suka kalau dukung sambil duduk

Kalau zara menangis malam malam
Si mommy ni la jugak kena bangun ke tempat tidow zara untuk menyusukan zara

Haritu someone ada cakap masa si mommy tu nak sidai kain
“oh.. Kena panjat?”
Memang la sebab si mommy tu kan pendek
Memang every time nak sidai kain si mommy tu kena panjat grill 
Bila nak angkat kain pun si mommy ni jugak kena panjat grill

Still,
Orang yang cakap tu tanak tolong Sidaikan walau dia tinggi melonjong macam galah
Dan every time pun I kena panjat panjat grill tu

Kadang kadang sampah pun I kena bawak ke luar
Orang tu ikat plastik sampah pastu biar je kat dapur tu
I tengok dah bersusun plastik sampah
Memang la orang tu ada jugak sapu sampah
Tapi apa maknanya sapu pastu sampah sampah tu semua biar je dalam penyodok

Penat tau
Tolong la I jaga rumah sama sama
Tolong la I jaga zara
I pun nak jugak tengok citer yang I suka kat tv

Kalau orang tu penat
I pun penat jugak
Kita sama sama carik rezeki di siang hari
Dan I ada little zara jugak
I nak makan tengah hari pun tade masa tau
Orang tu boleh je ber hu-ha dengan kawan kawan pegi lunch
I baru nak suap Nasik ke mulut
Little miss zara dah menangis

Kalau pun tak sayangkan I ni
Kesian kan la I

Last two weeks masa jalan jalan kat parade
I dah kata I nak belI baju masa pegi kl
Jadi last week kita dah pegi kl
Masa jalan jalan kat alamanda tu I ingat nak belI baju
Ingat nak jalan jalan dalam kedai hush puppies, kedai esprit, parkson
Tapi derang macam nak cepat cepat 
So I simpan je la dalam hati
Dah la sampai sekarang I tak dapat nak makan kuali kat food court alamanda tu
Dari mengandung sampai zara dah lima bulan

Haritu orang tu ada cakap kat someone lebih kurang macam ni
“zara ni asyik nanges je kalau mak dia tade”
Pastu someone itu keluarkan remarks macamni
“ala.. Sebab dia tengok makanan dia tade”

Admit je la yang zara tu lagi sayang mommy dia dari abah dia
Dan memang wajar la zara sayang mommy more sebab mommy sentiasa ada dengan dia
Mommy yang dah biasa buat kerja sebelah tangan sebab satu lagi tangan dok kendong zara
Mommy yang pegi mana mana pun bawak zara
Mommy yang kena gelak kat bank sebab zara jerit jerit nanges nanges
Mommy yang kena menyusukan zara tak kira masa
Kat mana mana
Mommy ni yang kena tebalkan muka
Ada orang tu menghadapi situasai memalukan macam tu


Biar la si mommy ni pendek ke
Mommy ni gelap ke
Mommy ni tak cantik
Tapi I am more than happy sebab zara loves me

Pagi tadi hujan
I kehulu ke hilir nak masukkan barang dalam kereta
Pastu nak bawak zara masuk kereta
Nak kena sediakan payung dulu
Pakaikan zara topi
Bila dah siap semua tinggal nak bawak zara masuk kereta
Ada la orang tu nak tolong Pegang payung
Pastu masa I letakkan zara kat babyseat
Orang tu biar je pintu kereta terbukak
Baju I dah basah kena hujan
Sebab tempat kereta I memang tempat air dari atap turun

Sedih tau

Selasa, Mac 24, 2009

. s . i . g . h .

Dah bukak minggu baru
Dah hari selasa dah pun

Sekarang ni zara tak tido lena sangat malam malam
I la yang repentant
Zara jaga je nak nenen
Lambat sket dia nanges
Tak pun dia terus meniarap

Dah tak boleh tidur setilam dengan zara dah
Zara tido berjalan jalan macam daddy dia
Mommy yang tido static ni la yang menderita
Si daddy ni pun satu
Dah tua Bangka masih tido berpusing pusing
Haritu tengah tido dia humming
Pelik benar la si mr husband nih

Hari khamis malam haritu kitorang balik kl
Tade pegi mana mana pun
There are things yang I am not happy about
Tapi kena simpan dalam hati je la

Oh now I know
Mr husband ada jugak baca my blog nih
Ahahhahahahaha
Tade keje la tu
Baca la segala babbling merepek nih

I rasa macam nak sambung belajar
Tapi mr husband risau pasal zara plak
Seminggu sekali je
Tapi takpe
Boleh tangguh dulu

sigh~

dah la
later

Isnin, Mac 16, 2009

Working days
Jadual macam biasa
Cumanya boleh pegi keje pukul 7 sengah

Semalam the three musketeers ( mr husband, me-self n little zara ) pegi tawaf satu Ipoh parade
Jalan jalan ade tujuan
Tujuannya nak pegi carik air Sunkist
Lazat giler
Tapi tade plak kat cold storage tuh

Mr husband macam biasa akan borong baju baju untuk him-self
Tanya la dia sekarang baju kaler apa yang dia tade
Semua kaler dia ada
(baju purple tade la kot)

Si mommy ni kan banyak songeh
Mr husband soh I beli baju for me-self
I told him that I memang sangat picky bab bab baju neh
Lagipun hush puppies n elle tade kat Ipoh
Nanti kalau pegi kl baru I akan borong
Hahahahhaha
Sedia je la cash banyak banyak ye mr husband

Lepas balik jalan jalan singgah rumah mak
Mak mandikan zara
Makan malam
Pastu bila balik rumah three musketeers dah penat lalu terbongkang tidow

I rasa macam nak pegi buat rebonding lagi
Las skali buat when I was four months pregnant
That was….  Well, almost a year

oh note to self- sila renew lesen. dah mati oiiiii

Jumaat, Mac 13, 2009

membayar hutang tag

1 . When was your engagement? —> December 24th 2006

2. When is your marriage anniversary? —> November 10 2007 / 30 syawal 

3. How long have you known your spouse? —> sampai harini dah almost 9 years 

4. How long did you date before you got engaged? —> 7 years

5. Where did you meet your spouse? —> it's a long story

6. What is your spouse’s full name? —> Khairul Nizam Kamaruddin

7. Do you have any children? —> Yes

8. How many? —> it's little miss zara for now

9. Do you have any pets? —> No

10. Do you own or rent? —> Menyewa lg

11. Do you live in the country, city/town? —> born and live in Malaysia , Ipoh

12. What is your favorite activity you do together? —> baring baring bersama keluarga

13. Do you have a favorite vacation spot? —> oh. kita memang suka melancong jalan jalan. but we don't have any fav spot

14. How many siblings do you have including in-laws? —> 6 

15. What mosque / church do you attend? —> don't have any specific mosque. well, belum lagi pergi ke surau/masjid secara kerap

16. Is this the mosque / church you got marrried in? —> masa nikah aritu kat masjid solathiah kat belakang rumah

17. What town is your current address? —> taman saikat, ipoh

18. Do you work or stay home? —> to be precise, i'm half working, half mommy

19. Where did you go for your honeymoon? —> nowhere

20. Leave a piece of marriage advice: —> love, respect, and believe that he's the only one and you are meant to be with each other as long as you live


i tagged this person  ; marina, mama adam rifqie (yg lelain sumer single mingle lagik)

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1.Someone tells you they love you, you say...
  i take some times before i say i love you back. 

2.If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
  baya utang piutang keliling pinggang

3.Do you miss anyone?
  no

4.Who was driving the last time you were in a car?
  me

5.Do you like your bed?
  we don't have matress on our bed

6.Will this weekend be a good one?
  hope so. already told zara this morning that we can wake up late tomorrow

7.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
  sure do

8.How is your hair?
  mr husband kata macam singa and i noticed that my hair dah start beruban dan dah start gugur

9.Do you like your life as of now?
  yeah. 

10.Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
   no

11.Do you drink coffee?
   nope but i do drink ice blended caramel mocha

12.Does anyone call you babe or baby?
   no

13.What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
   picit picit lutut mr husband

14.Do you like surprises?
   very

15.What are your plans for the future?
   to expand my business

16.Have you ever set foot in a tanning bed?
   naaa... don't need to

17.Do you make your bed everyday?
   sometimes, but most of the times it's mr husband's job

18.Your best friend tells you she is pregnant what is your reaction?
   buat bodo.... hahahhahaha

19.Do you like pasta?
   carbonara... a big yes

20.Whisper or shout?
   i've lost my voice so for now i just whisper

21.Swim or run?
   i's no fish thus, i can't swim

22.When did somebody tell you they loved you?
   well... mr husband dah lama tak cakap he love me

23.Last person to annoy you?
   ntah. 

24.Do you wish your hair was shorter or longer than it currently is?
   my hair is fine as it is now but i need to rebond it again

25.Do you have a secret that less than 3 people know about?
   f'course. hahahahhahaha

26.Have you ever had a phone conversation with someone who lived in a different state?
   ada la dulu

27.Do you and your best friend have the same cell company?
   my bestfriend is mr husband so of course we share the same cell company. free kan. lagipun kalau i nak tukar 
   nanti mr husband bising sebab dia kena pakai nombor tu je sebab dia staf

28.Are you good at persuading?
   guess so

29.Are there a lot of people in your house?
   little miss zara, mr husband and i

30.Does the same person call you every single day?
   yes.

31.Last call received from who??
   my mom. asking on how little zara is doing

32.What are you doing tonight?
   mebbe balik kampung. mebbe duduk rumah tengok tivi

33.Do you have a guy friend you tell everything to?
   no

34.Are you friends with more guys or girls?
   give a big clap to the ladies

35. Tag 5 people
    sigh. sorry peeps . 
      1 . noi
      2 . ayu
      3 . halita
      4 & 5 . no one

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1. Anda rasa anda hot?
   tak. selekeh gile

2. Upload gambar kegemaran anda.


3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?
baby zara baru lepas kena kiss dengan clown. 


4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?
   last two weeks

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
   something with strawberry dan cokolat...i don't know the title

6. Apa yang sedang anda buat selain daripada selesaikan tag ini?
   pegang zara

7. Selain nama sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dgn panggilan apa?
   tade la

8. Tag lagi 6 orang :
   sorry again.

1. ain
2. teteh
3. dania
4. marina
5. jujus
6. zuris

//*Soalan seterusnya ada kaitan dengan orang-orang yang anda tag…

9. Sapa No 1 pd anda?
my sister

10. Orang nombor 3 ada hubungan dengan sesiapa?
    my friend back in uni

11. Kata sesuatu berkenaan dengan orang nombor 5.
    dah lama tak jumpa dia ni sejak sejak abes belajar dulu

12. Bagaimana pulak dengan orang nombor 4?
    my rumet masa final year. my fren sejak dari zaman alpha lagik

13. Siapakah orang nombor 2?
    also my rumet masa final year.also my fren sejak zaman alpha lagi

14. Bagi pesanan pada orang nombor 6?
    selamat meng-counting days untuk jadik isteri orang

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1. WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED?
   no

2. WHAT WAS YOUR SECOND CHOICE NAME FOR YOUR OPPOSITE GENDER NAME?
   muhammad ali 

3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS?
   very excited

4. HOW OLD WERE YOU?
   25 

5. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?
   agak agak je la

6. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST?
   mr husband

7. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX?
   apparently yes but we didn't know the gender until she was born

8. DUE DATE?
   october 27, 2008

9. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?
   no

10. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?
    banyak. most of everything under the blue sky

11. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST?
    i live in peace so i don't hate anyone

12. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CHILD'S SEX?
    same as me

13. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX ?
    no. really we don't mind on the gender. as long as the baby is healthy

14. HOW MANY POUNDS DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY?
    about 14 kgs

15. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER?
    i was too busy doing other things

17. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?
    naaa. i'm strong 

18. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?
    hospital ipoh

19. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR?
    more than a day

20. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?
    of course mr husband

21. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?
    the doctors, nurses, 

22. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?
Natural but vacummed.

23. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?
    they won't allow me to take meds

24. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH?
    2.9 kgs

25. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN ?
    october 28, 2009

26. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER?
i planned to name her Ayesha zahirah but since mr husband was the one who went to register, he named her Aisya zahirah instead

27. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN TODAY?
4 months, 1 week, 6 days old

28. WOULD YOU DO IT AGAIN?
    i want little miss zara to have a little brother or sister. yet, i am still traumatized by that "thing" and i can't bring myself to have any intercourse with mr husband

Khamis, Mac 12, 2009

Love is giving a part of yourself and allowing that part to be filled with someone else.

I love mr husband
I love baby zara more

Mr husband ada ank ungkit benda dulu kale
Then I told him the reason why I did that on the first place
It’s because he said I’m only his side dishes

Kan dah kena
Misti dia tak ingat dia penah cakap macam tu
Pastu kejap kejap tu la jugak dia terus cakap zara tu dia punya main course

Pagi tadi tatau si mr husband tu mimpi apa
Bangun bangun je dia terus picit picit urut urut badan I
Hmmmm mimpi apekah
Pastu beria ia basuh kettle, masak air
Pastu sediakan panadol soluble
Pastu bakar roti
Goring sosej
Masukkan dalam Tupperware
Pastu soh I bawak bekal
Soooo sweet

yet still
little zara is my main course

Rabu, Mac 04, 2009

Oh
Bizibizibizibee

Mulai bulan ini, dah tambah lagi seorang pekerja
Maknanya sudah ada 4 orang pekerja
Tanggungjawab sebagai majikan semakin besar

Permintaan semakin Bertambah
Mebbe sebab orang dah semakin kenal
Dan I can’t say no kalau ada parents yang nak hantar anak
Satu sebab itu adalah rezeki
Kedua sebab nanti orang bawak berita yang tak elok plak kalau derang nak hantar and I say no
Ketiga sebab I dah tak boleh bekerja
Little miss zara tu suruh tengok dia je sepanjang masa
Mr husband pun dah bising soh I tumpukan perhatian 99% kat zara
Lagi 1% for my business
Hahahhahahah

Semalam sambut birthday anak murid
Meriah tau
Since parents budak tu cam eksaited sangat nak sambut birthday
Ye laaa… dah la anak sorang
Pastu first time anak sambut birthday
Jadi waktu birthday tu parents pun dating skali
Sanggup ni keluar dari kerja kejap
Semalam masa birthday
Theme warna purple
Semua parents pun sporting bagi anak pakai baju purple
Mana yang tade baju purple tu the teachers papaya diorang ribbon purple.
Pagi semalam b4 sambut birthday, ada sorang parent ni cakap
Anak dia pun dah tak sabar nak sambut birthday
Dah pesan awal awal kat mama dia yang dia nak celebrate birthday kat tadika
The teachers including me pun excited pakai baju purple tau
Little miss zara pun pakai dress purple

pagi tadi mr husband nak menggedik gedik
tapi jam dah pukul 6.35
dia ni tau... mentang mentang la dari rumah ke tadika tak sampai seminit
las las i pegi skolah pukul 6.55
tu pun semuanya kena buat cepat cepat
-sigh-


Isnin, Mac 02, 2009

So kita dah officially pindah
Last week hari rabu malam kita belI barang lektrik
Dia kata nak hantar hari sabtu
Hari khamis kita belI perabot
Dia kata nak antar hari jumaat
Memang nice la sebab bila perabot dah masuk baru la sesuai masukkan tibi dan sebagainya
Hari jumaat malam pegi nak daftar asterok
Dia kata nk pasang sabtu
Ni dah isnin tak pasang2 lagi
Memang la teruk
Dah la I kenot live without asterok
Seteruk2 asterok, still I cant live without it

Hari sabtu ahad memang bizi berpindah la
Termasuk la shopping2 skali kan

Hari sabtu petang semua adik beradik pun datang tolong2 pindah 

Penat tapi I like

Zara dah 4 months
Dia rasa dia dah besar sangat
Masa mr husband n I makan pizza, zarra pun nak jugak

Harini first day zara makan nestum
Since zara tak minum botol
Dia makan nestum mcm tu je
Tde campur susu