It's been a wonderful + scary experience, but at last, i've delivered the most beautiful, sweetest baby in the world.

We named her Aisya Zahirah. The pronounciation of aisya is a-ye-sya. I still havent decided what im going to call her. There are times when i called her aisya, baby, but most of the time, i call her shayang. Maybe i want to call her Zara.

Im still adapting myself to motherhood. I called myself mommy and sometimes mama. I called mr husband daddy and sometimes babah.

Aisya Zahirah was born on 28th october 2008 at 5.20 am.

I was in labour for 26 hours. Mr husband and i went to hospital on 27.10 at 4.30 am. After some checkups, they put me in labour suite. Later on, in the afternoon, i was sent to labour room. Well, i thought, its going to be fast. I was wrong. Totally wrong.

I was left alone. Im in total pain. I heard the specialist told the doctor to give me etonoks but no, the doctor did nothing. At 9 pm, i told the doctor that i want my husband to be with me. He came in at 4am. During that time, i was so in pain till there are times when i feel like i just want to let myself go. Most of the time, i keep on telling baby that we have to do this together.We have to survive.

Nanti la sambung.Kt hospital ni and i want to get some sleep