Ok. Life's been treating me well. Practically, i am more relaxed, i am quite happy, and i do hope that my baby is healthy.

Masalahnya, everyday misti headache. Tatau la migrain ke apa. Dah masuk petang sampai malam misti sakit kepala. Dulu pantang sakit kepala, panadol xtfast la jawapannya. Tp sekarang, for the sake of baby, i dont take drugs nemore. Tanak membahayakan baby. I would rather die than losing baby.

Akhirnya, mr husband dapat jugak kerja dengan TM. Next week start training. Tp i really dont know samada dia nk accept the job or not. Ada la constrain-nya. I oso dont know dia berat ke mana. Tp biarla, that's his life. Dia dh besar. Patut dia tahu tanggungjawab dia.

Yang jadi masalahnya cuma bila dia cuba jadi bertanggungjawab ke atas semua benda. Dan semua pn nk menuntut perhatian dia. Susahlah mcmtu.

Sape kata kahwin ni benda senang?

Dapat surat dari kbs. Derang suruh pegi kem pemilihan program pertukaran belia next week. Nampaknya my cita2 nk pg negara nippon semakin hampir.

Im happy for myself. Im happy for mr husband. And i really dont mind to back off if anything happen.

I hope my baby is healthy. Walaupn its still a long way to go, Mummy tak sabar nak tengok baby. Mummy nk baby dapat say hi to the world, say hi to mummy n daddy.