. c . r . a . v . i . n . g .

i did mentioned before that i am not ready yet for another baby
tapi sendiri yang carik pasal kan
i terima dengan hati yang terbuka je
i am happy
only this time
i will try my very best to take care of that precious one

pastu kan
mula la i crave for things
lots of things

semalam i rasa macam nak makan seafood carbonara
nak makan mee goreng beli
tapi dua dua pun tak dapat
my parents belanja i dinner semalam

tapi harini i dah tak crave sangat dengan seafood carbonara
sebab i tau
kalau i nak
leceh nak dapat kat ipoh ni
kalau kat kl
boleh je pegi klcc ataupun foodcourt sogo
komfem ada seafood carbonara yang sangat lazat

harini tiba tiba i rasa nak tengok movie
i check gsc n tgv
tade citer bes
popadam pun dah tade
nak tunggu senario lambat lagi keluar
mungkin masa tu i pun dah tak rasa nak tengok movie

ipoh ni memang tak bes
semuanya pun tade

pastu i rasa nak makan di tempat yang bes
tapi kat mana?
ceng ho?
ceng ho tu cam restoran biasa je
bukannya exclusive pun

hotels?
i tak rasa nak makan kat hotel
i dah cukup kenyang makan masa bulan puasa haritu
i need tempat yang macam private sket
indulgence?
i tak penah pegi dan tak tau food dia macamana
ada lagi ke tempat bes kat ipoh ni yang i tatau?

mebbe i nak makan kat la casa
tak exclusive
tapi tempat tu selalu kosong
tade orang
ada la privacy sket
makan tade la sedap tapi
i need the ambiance

pastu since my parents nak pegi tepen
i rasa macam nak makan kotiau doli
takde la sedap mana pun
cuma bila cakap taiping
i terus terbayang kotiau doli
dan terus i rasa kecur air liur

if only i kat kl kan
sah sah i dah ajak mr husband pegi makan western kat kampung baru ke
makan seafood carbonara kat sogo ke
makan kotiau yang dekat ngan lrt dang wangi tu ke
makan kat sundanese ke
ataupun
paling tidak
makan kat foodkot alamanda yang i dok mengidam dari masa mengandungkan zara

sakit mr husband nampaknya semakin teruk
tapi i pejam mata je
i rasa dia dah old enough untuk jaga diri sendiri
i marah kalau dia lebih lebih kerja tanpa pikir kesihatan diri sendiri
si pemalas yang everyday waktu office hour balik tido pun gaji sama dengan dia
si lembam yang everything tatau pun gaji lebih dari dia
what's the point
lagi dia tunjuk yang dia boleh buat
lagi orang lambakkan kerja pada dia

i macam nak naik darah sket bila mr husband cakap pagi tadi
dia kata he was in a middle of a meeting masa i sms dia
masa tu plak orang tengah bising kat dia sebab dia tak habiskan that 3 mil
which, dalam hati i cakap " kalau tak tau macamana nak habiskan 3 mil, sedekah je la kat i 1 mil. that's more than enough for me"

tapi
i tau mr husband macamana
kerja tu amanah
nak mencari rezeki yang halal bukan senang
macam i la
i rasa i boleh je suruh my worker datang awal bukak tadika
then tutup tadika
i boleh je bergolek golek kat rumah
bangun lambat lambat
pastu balik awal
tak perlu drag zara pegi tadika b4 7 in the morning
balik rumah pukul 6 lebih
kerja dekat 12 jam dan zara pun terlibat skali

i tak boleh nak lepas tangan
i just have to be here
sebab orang bagi amanah

ada jugak i dengar orang buruk burukkan i
buruk burukkan tempat i
tapi i yakin dengan ketentuan
i percaya pada rezeki dan
i percaya pada qada n qadar yang dah tertulis

ada benda lain i nak tulis
tapi later la
dah melencong plak

My Top 5 Treat List

Ok
A very happy anniversary to mr husband
Thank you for the wonderful 2 years
I know sometimes I can be such a witch
And I know
Sometimes
Deep inside u must feel like flushing me down the toilet drain
Hikhikhikhik

So
For our anniversary
Here are my top five treat list
Any of which u would like to make it happen dear?

5 . A day for my-own-self

A day for myself to do anything that I want
I want to start the day early
So that I can lazing around watching the tube
No need to worry about preparing my little one’s food
Nor worrying about that mountain of dirty clothes that needed to be washed

Next,
I’m going to pamper myself on a a luxury spa retreat and a full body massage
and
At the end of the day
I would like to have a good dinner with mr husband and little zara
And, end my day on a king-sized bed with feather pillow and a warm and cosy duvet

4 . A brand new car for my everyday use

I don’t dream big
A small car will do
Be it a myvi or a saga blm
I’ve been using my kancil since I was in Uni
Its been …. 7 years
And of course it’s a wonderful 7 years
But I just wish to have a more comfortable car
For little zara and I going around doing our daily tasks everyday

3 . Going to Kota Kinabalu with my little family

Mr husband n I went to KK before zara was born
KK is really a nice place
The atmosphere
The environment
It’s just so different from here
This time
I want to stay at the Nexus Karambunai
I’ve never been there
But reading the reviews, looking at the pictures
It’s just soooo tempting
And as little zara has already aware of the world around her
I know
She too will enjoy herself
Just as she did when we went to penang for her birthday last week

2 . Eating out at a good restaurant with a good yummy food

My fav place so far is Sundanese, Level 4 KLCC
I missed going there and I have yet to find a good dining place here in Ipoh
The service is absolutely good
The food is yummy
And the ambiance is just great
I really need to bring little zara there someday

Now, moment of truth
For my first and foremost treat list

Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

1 . Dell inspiron 13

Lets call it a gift for a gift
Mr husband gave me a xps m1330 early this year
I’ve been dreaming of having my own laptop since I was 18
And only at the age of 27 did I managed to have my own laptop
Well
Unfortunately
It’s not all mine
I have to share it with my little zara
Which, I think
She knows that the laptop is partially hers
So she treats it like her other toys
Striking the keys here and there
Slammed, spanked, and only-god-knows-what-she-did
And it’s not yet been a year and I already changed the motherboard thrice

Ok
It’s not about me actually
I want to give that perfect gift for mr husband
Since I got my xps
He keeps on whining to have a new laptop
His choice, of course,
A small, sleek, lightweight yet powerful laptop
And the features just happen to match the Dell Inspiron 13

His current laptop don’t seem to match his current needs
It’s super-snail-slow and he needs to keep it charged
Luckily it does not look like the old briefcase-type notebook

He needs to be connected
And sometimes his laptop just don’t want to cooperate
Pity mr husband
He loves watching movies and playing games
Dell Inspiron 13 is just what he need

Hi-def with TrueLife Technology and home theatre system is just fab
The long battery life just fit him as he is always on the run
He don’t have to bring all the wire everywhere ever again

As the saying goes
“the perfect balance in an unbalanced world”
It’s a perfect gift for mr husband
It’s a perfect gift from me

And for my dear reader
As today is my wedding anniversary
Here is a gift for all of you
Here is a special coupon code 7ZQVQF2RLZRKW3 from Dell that would allow anyone who makes purchase of a Dell Inspiron 13 (S510701MY) with RM100 Instant Cash Redemption!!. This promotion is only available online or by calling Dell at 1800-88-0301. This coupon code expires on 10th Nov 2009.

So dear nuffnang
Please, oh pretty please
Let me win this
I promise I will love you forever

Happy anniversary, mr husband

. b . u . b . u . r .

Mommies out there
U all pernah encounter tak anak dah takmo makan apa yang u masak

Little zara nih cepat jemu tau
Macam macam jenis masakan I kena masak untuk dia

Kalau bubur ayam mcd tu dia memang dah jemu dah
I pun dah lama tak bagi dia makan bubur ayam mcd

Kalau bubur nasi I letak chicken broth pun zara dah jemu
Jenuh la I merebus ayam nak buat chicken broth
Pastu I dah malas nak buat
I pakai chicken stock je
Lama lama zara jemu

Ada satu masa I lama tak masak bubur nasi sebab zara takmo makan bubur
Dia banyak menyusu badan je

I pun dah semakin malas
I guna plak ayam kisar
Tapi letak ayam banyak banyak
Zara suka

Bila zara dah jemu
I try pulak buat potato n egg salad
Sangat senang
Boil je potato n egg
Dicekan bawang besar sket
Bila potato n egg dah masak, lenyekkan, campur dengan bawang n letak pepper n salt sket
Oh dan mayones
Taraaaaaaa
Zara suka
Bila zara dah jemu sket
I tambah plak minced chicken kepada potato n egg salad tu

Sekarang ni
Dah dua hari berturut turut I masak bubur dengan resepi yang sama
Ni lagi la simple
I bangun pagi
Masuk beras dalam rice cooker
Potong carrot, sawi, udang dalam 4 ekor
Masuk dalam rice cooker
Sambil tu I siap siap
Agak2 dalam 15 minutes selepas tu
I masukkan serbuk cream of mushroom soup dalam Nasik yg tengah menggelegak tuh
Voilaaaaa
Rasanya sangat lazat dan I pun suka

Karang bila zara jemu
I kena pk macamana nak mengubahsuai resepi lagi

Oh
I teringin nak makan mee goring belI
Tapi kena belI dari that particular gerai
Harap harap petang n ada
Kalo tak I Kempunan
Zara kan nak dapat adik
Uuuuupppsssss… terlebey sudaaaaa

tata

. w . r . i . t . e . r .

dulu kan i penah kata
i rasa writer dengan nama hlovate tu was my junior at high skool

sekarang i dah tau dah sape
dan sekarang i macam 99.99% positive it's her

hikhikhikhikhik

dah
nanti i cakap pasal bday zara