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Apa??

Sebok je nak tau

Nanti la I cakap

Weekend haritu mr husband ajak pegi penang

Tapi bila hari sabtu

I dah malas pulak nak jalan jalan

Jadi instead of menghabiskan duit baya sewa otel

Kita pegi jalan jalan mengabiskan pitih di jusco

We had lunch kat SR

Makan macam orang kebulor

Sampai kids meal pun kita order

Pastu jalan jalan lagi

Mr husband macam biasa kalau jalan misti akan soping baju dia

Si mommy… macam biasa sangat choosy

And she will endup dengan tak belI baju langsung

Nak belI undergarment pun kedekut

Kita soping baju zara jugak

Kebetulan woc n tenderly ada fair

Masa makan tu mr husband bagi dua rat

Soh belI apa apa untuk diri sendiri

Reason being sebab I bitau mr husband ada baju kat Esprit yang I berkenan tapi harga 199

I bitau mr husband yang I tak belI sebab tak berbaloi

Banyak je baju murah yang sama design camtu

Tapi ofkoz I takkan belI jugak

Sebab I macam gilakan brand

Masa tunggu makan tu

I masuk kedai kasut nose

Ingat nak belI

Pastu tak jadi jugak

Mr husband dah stat pening dengan si mommy nih

Pastu mr husband bawak I pegi kedai crocs

Mr husband belikan satu kasut crocs

Sama warna macam kasut beliau

Hahahhahahhaha

Pagi tadi I balik rumah 

Ingat nak basuh kain

Rupanya mr husband dah basuh

Tapi sampai sekarang

Dah pukul 3.18 petang 

I belum sidai kain

Malam semalam kita pegi billion

Belikan baju untuk danial

Tapi little miss zara pun misti la dapat habuan skali jugak kan

Dia bising bising

Bila cakap ada baju untuk dia jugak

Baru la dia diam

Mr husband siap belikan baju untuk danial yang sama sebijik macam zara

Kat billion ada fair Anakku

Punya la murah

Sehelai RM5 je

Kita belikan baju gambar froggie untuk zara

Sebelum ni zara ada baju duck je

Harini ada birthday party lagi kat tadika

Sepanjang minggu lepas sampai harini tadika ni penuh dengan birthday party je

Dan today’s theme ialah pink

Kalau birthday party

I akan bagi budak yang nak sambut birthday tu pilih theme sendiri

Dan I suka betul dengan parents yang sangat sangat supportive

Kan harini theme pink

Ofkoz la boys takde baju pink

Ramai yang pakai baju baru harini

Sebab parent diorang belikan baju baru warna pink 

Warna yang dah digunapakai sejak tahun ni ialah purple, yellow, red and  pink

Nanti bulan 4 ni birthday I

Nak sambut la jugak

Hahahahah

Nanti boleh tulis kat message book budak budak tu macam ni

“ we are going to celebrate teacher nurul’s birthday on Monday. please wear green as green is teacher nurul’s favorite color”

I’m sure parents yang baca message tu nanti akan muntah kaler ijo

Jadi instead of sambut birthday I

I akan wakilkan kepada little miss zara

Biar zara sambut birthday 6 bulan

Nanti bulan 10 zara sambut birthday setaun pulak

Benda rahsia tu ialah

I dah boleh main kejar kejar dengan mr husband

Hahahhahah

. i . . d . o .

Waaaaahhhh

I did it

Berjaya jugak

Apa?

Rahsia

hahahhahaha

*baik tapayah cakap kan!!!

tommee tippee

Zara kan sangat “suka-ikut-kepala-dia”

So dari lahir zara takmo minum botol

Padahal masa I baru mengandungkan zara dua bulan I dah belI botol susu avent

BelI set yang ada 2 botol kecik, 2 botol besar, pencuci dan jugak pacifier

Kononnya I want the best for my baby la

Pastu baca review pasal avent cam bagus bagus je

Mengelakkan kolik la ape la kan

Pastu towards the end of pregnancy

We bought avent sterelizer

The sterelizer comes with 2 feeding bottles

Jadinya dah ada 6 botol

Bila zara lahir 

Kita pun excited nak bagi dia minum botol

Oh, I support breastfeed 

Tapi I nak ajar zara minum botol jugak

Supaya senang kalau I nak pegi mana mana

Dan….. Si zara gives a big no to bottles

Since I kerja kat tempat yang banyak budak

I pun cuba la selagi ada botol budak pada zara

Still dia takmoh

My milk yang letak dalam botol pun dia tanak

Last week 

Masa pegi alamanda

Kita masuk kedia mother care

I Nampak satu botol susu nih

Tommee tippee

Botol yang gerenuk cantik

Dan teat yang lebar

i pun belI satu botol

Nak bagi zara try

Bila balik rumah

Dengan eksaitednya I bancuh milo dalam botol tu

Dan tadaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Zara minum dengan bes skali

Misti zara rasa macam tengah nenen pada mommy dia

Bagi zara minum air kosong dalam botol tu pun zara minum dengan seronoknya

Yay!!!!!

Cuma we r a bit upset la sebab cam membazir la belI avent ituari

I dah cakap kat mr husband

Nak jual je semua avent tu

Kenapa la dulu belum keluar tippee tommee tuh

. r . a . s . a .

* i publish ni with permission of that orang itu.

Sebal tau

Memang makin lama I rasa dah makin tade masa untuk diri sendiri

I mean untuk merehat rehatkan diri

Buat apa yang I suka

Menonton channel tv kesukaan

Kalau kerusi zara tu ada kat hall

Sampai bila bila la dia akan terus ada kat situ

Kalau carpet tu berkedut 

Sampai bila bila la carpet tu akan terus berkedut kat situ without anyone nak ambik masa few seconds untuk betulkan kedut tu

Kalau bekas air tu tade penutup

Sampai bila bila la bekas air tu takkan letak penutup

Walaupun dah berulang kali cakap kalau air letak dalam peti ais kena ada penutup

Kalau tak air jadi bau peti ais

Kalau kain kat luar tu tak angkat

Sampai bila bila la dia akan tersidai kat luar

Kalau zara menangis

Sampai bila bila la zara akan menangis tak henti henti sampai si mommy ni jugak kena ambil zara

Walaupun si mommy ni tengah sibuk 

Zara biasanya akan berhenti menangis kalau ada orang dukung

Dan orang tu berjalan jalan

Dia tak suka kalau dukung sambil duduk

Kalau zara menangis malam malam

Si mommy ni la jugak kena bangun ke tempat tidow zara untuk menyusukan zara

Haritu someone ada cakap masa si mommy tu nak sidai kain

“oh.. Kena panjat?”

Memang la sebab si mommy tu kan pendek

Memang every time nak sidai kain si mommy tu kena panjat grill 

Bila nak angkat kain pun si mommy ni jugak kena panjat grill

Still,

Orang yang cakap tu tanak tolong Sidaikan walau dia tinggi melonjong macam galah

Dan every time pun I kena panjat panjat grill tu

Kadang kadang sampah pun I kena bawak ke luar

Orang tu ikat plastik sampah pastu biar je kat dapur tu

I tengok dah bersusun plastik sampah

Memang la orang tu ada jugak sapu sampah

Tapi apa maknanya sapu pastu sampah sampah tu semua biar je dalam penyodok

Penat tau

Tolong la I jaga rumah sama sama

Tolong la I jaga zara

I pun nak jugak tengok citer yang I suka kat tv

Kalau orang tu penat

I pun penat jugak

Kita sama sama carik rezeki di siang hari

Dan I ada little zara jugak

I nak makan tengah hari pun tade masa tau

Orang tu boleh je ber hu-ha dengan kawan kawan pegi lunch

I baru nak suap Nasik ke mulut

Little miss zara dah menangis

Kalau pun tak sayangkan I ni

Kesian kan la I

Last two weeks masa jalan jalan kat parade

I dah kata I nak belI baju masa pegi kl

Jadi last week kita dah pegi kl

Masa jalan jalan kat alamanda tu I ingat nak belI baju

Ingat nak jalan jalan dalam kedai hush puppies, kedai esprit, parkson

Tapi derang macam nak cepat cepat 

So I simpan je la dalam hati

Dah la sampai sekarang I tak dapat nak makan kuali kat food court alamanda tu

Dari mengandung sampai zara dah lima bulan

Haritu orang tu ada cakap kat someone lebih kurang macam ni

“zara ni asyik nanges je kalau mak dia tade”

Pastu someone itu keluarkan remarks macamni

“ala.. Sebab dia tengok makanan dia tade”

Admit je la yang zara tu lagi sayang mommy dia dari abah dia

Dan memang wajar la zara sayang mommy more sebab mommy sentiasa ada dengan dia

Mommy yang dah biasa buat kerja sebelah tangan sebab satu lagi tangan dok kendong zara

Mommy yang pegi mana mana pun bawak zara

Mommy yang kena gelak kat bank sebab zara jerit jerit nanges nanges

Mommy yang kena menyusukan zara tak kira masa

Kat mana mana

Mommy ni yang kena tebalkan muka

Ada orang tu menghadapi situasai memalukan macam tu

Biar la si mommy ni pendek ke

Mommy ni gelap ke

Mommy ni tak cantik

Tapi I am more than happy sebab zara loves me

Pagi tadi hujan

I kehulu ke hilir nak masukkan barang dalam kereta

Pastu nak bawak zara masuk kereta

Nak kena sediakan payung dulu

Pakaikan zara topi

Bila dah siap semua tinggal nak bawak zara masuk kereta

Ada la orang tu nak tolong Pegang payung

Pastu masa I letakkan zara kat babyseat

Orang tu biar je pintu kereta terbukak

Baju I dah basah kena hujan

Sebab tempat kereta I memang tempat air dari atap turun

Sedih tau

. s . i . g . h .

Dah bukak minggu baru

Dah hari selasa dah pun

Sekarang ni zara tak tido lena sangat malam malam

I la yang repentant

Zara jaga je nak nenen

Lambat sket dia nanges

Tak pun dia terus meniarap

Dah tak boleh tidur setilam dengan zara dah

Zara tido berjalan jalan macam daddy dia

Mommy yang tido static ni la yang menderita

Si daddy ni pun satu

Dah tua Bangka masih tido berpusing pusing

Haritu tengah tido dia humming

Pelik benar la si mr husband nih

Hari khamis malam haritu kitorang balik kl

Tade pegi mana mana pun

There are things yang I am not happy about

Tapi kena simpan dalam hati je la

Oh now I know

Mr husband ada jugak baca my blog nih

Ahahhahahahaha

Tade keje la tu

Baca la segala babbling merepek nih

I rasa macam nak sambung belajar

Tapi mr husband risau pasal zara plak

Seminggu sekali je

Tapi takpe

Boleh tangguh dulu

sigh~

dah la

later

Working days

Jadual macam biasa

Cumanya boleh pegi keje pukul 7 sengah

Semalam the three musketeers ( mr husband, me-self n little zara ) pegi tawaf satu Ipoh parade

Jalan jalan ade tujuan

Tujuannya nak pegi carik air Sunkist

Lazat giler

Tapi tade plak kat cold storage tuh

Mr husband macam biasa akan borong baju baju untuk him-self

Tanya la dia sekarang baju kaler apa yang dia tade

Semua kaler dia ada

(baju purple tade la kot)

Si mommy ni kan banyak songeh

Mr husband soh I beli baju for me-self

I told him that I memang sangat picky bab bab baju neh

Lagipun hush puppies n elle tade kat Ipoh

Nanti kalau pegi kl baru I akan borong

Hahahahhaha

Sedia je la cash banyak banyak ye mr husband

Lepas balik jalan jalan singgah rumah mak

Mak mandikan zara

Makan malam

Pastu bila balik rumah three musketeers dah penat lalu terbongkang tidow

I rasa macam nak pegi buat rebonding lagi

Las skali buat when I was four months pregnant

That was….  Well, almost a year

oh note to self- sila renew lesen. dah mati oiiiii

membayar hutang tag

1 . When was your engagement? —> December 24th 2006

2. When is your marriage anniversary? —> November 10 2007 / 30 syawal 

3. How long have you known your spouse? —> sampai harini dah almost 9 years 

4. How long did you date before you got engaged? —> 7 years

5. Where did you meet your spouse? —> it's a long story

6. What is your spouse’s full name? —> Khairul Nizam Kamaruddin

7. Do you have any children? —> Yes

8. How many? —> it's little miss zara for now

9. Do you have any pets? —> No

10. Do you own or rent? —> Menyewa lg

11. Do you live in the country, city/town? —> born and live in Malaysia , Ipoh

12. What is your favorite activity you do together? —> baring baring bersama keluarga

13. Do you have a favorite vacation spot? —> oh. kita memang suka melancong jalan jalan. but we don't have any fav spot

14. How many siblings do you have including in-laws? —> 6 

15. What mosque / church do you attend? —> don't have any specific mosque. well, belum lagi pergi ke surau/masjid secara kerap

16. Is this the mosque / church you got marrried in? —> masa nikah aritu kat masjid solathiah kat belakang rumah

17. What town is your current address? —> taman saikat, ipoh

18. Do you work or stay home? —> to be precise, i'm half working, half mommy

19. Where did you go for your honeymoon? —> nowhere

20. Leave a piece of marriage advice: —> love, respect, and believe that he's the only one and you are meant to be with each other as long as you live

i tagged this person  ; marina, mama adam rifqie (yg lelain sumer single mingle lagik)

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1.Someone tells you they love you, you say...

  i take some times before i say i love you back. 

2.If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?

  baya utang piutang keliling pinggang

3.Do you miss anyone?

  no

4.Who was driving the last time you were in a car?

  me

5.Do you like your bed?

  we don't have matress on our bed

6.Will this weekend be a good one?

  hope so. already told zara this morning that we can wake up late tomorrow

7.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?

  sure do

8.How is your hair?

  mr husband kata macam singa and i noticed that my hair dah start beruban dan dah start gugur

9.Do you like your life as of now?

  yeah. 

10.Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?

   no

11.Do you drink coffee?

   nope but i do drink ice blended caramel mocha

12.Does anyone call you babe or baby?

   no

13.What were you doing yesterday at midnight?

   picit picit lutut mr husband

14.Do you like surprises?

   very

15.What are your plans for the future?

   to expand my business

16.Have you ever set foot in a tanning bed?

   naaa... don't need to

17.Do you make your bed everyday?

   sometimes, but most of the times it's mr husband's job

18.Your best friend tells you she is pregnant what is your reaction?

   buat bodo.... hahahhahaha

19.Do you like pasta?

   carbonara... a big yes

20.Whisper or shout?

   i've lost my voice so for now i just whisper

21.Swim or run?

   i's no fish thus, i can't swim

22.When did somebody tell you they loved you?

   well... mr husband dah lama tak cakap he love me

23.Last person to annoy you?

   ntah. 

24.Do you wish your hair was shorter or longer than it currently is?

   my hair is fine as it is now but i need to rebond it again

25.Do you have a secret that less than 3 people know about?

   f'course. hahahahhahaha

26.Have you ever had a phone conversation with someone who lived in a different state?

   ada la dulu

27.Do you and your best friend have the same cell company?

   my bestfriend is mr husband so of course we share the same cell company. free kan. lagipun kalau i nak tukar 

   nanti mr husband bising sebab dia kena pakai nombor tu je sebab dia staf

28.Are you good at persuading?

   guess so

29.Are there a lot of people in your house?

   little miss zara, mr husband and i

30.Does the same person call you every single day?

   yes.

31.Last call received from who??

   my mom. asking on how little zara is doing

32.What are you doing tonight?

   mebbe balik kampung. mebbe duduk rumah tengok tivi

33.Do you have a guy friend you tell everything to?

   no

34.Are you friends with more guys or girls?

   give a big clap to the ladies

35. Tag 5 people

    sigh. sorry peeps . 

      1 . noi

      2 . ayu

      3 . halita

      4 & 5 . no one

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1. Anda rasa anda hot?

   tak. selekeh gile

2. Upload gambar kegemaran anda.

3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?

baby zara baru lepas kena kiss dengan clown. 

4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?

   last two weeks

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?

   something with strawberry dan cokolat...i don't know the title

6. Apa yang sedang anda buat selain daripada selesaikan tag ini?

   pegang zara

7. Selain nama sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dgn panggilan apa?

   tade la

8. Tag lagi 6 orang :

   sorry again.

1. ain

2. teteh

3. dania

4. marina

5. jujus

6. zuris

//*Soalan seterusnya ada kaitan dengan orang-orang yang anda tag…

9. Sapa No 1 pd anda?

my sister

10. Orang nombor 3 ada hubungan dengan sesiapa?

    my friend back in uni

11. Kata sesuatu berkenaan dengan orang nombor 5.

    dah lama tak jumpa dia ni sejak sejak abes belajar dulu

12. Bagaimana pulak dengan orang nombor 4?

    my rumet masa final year. my fren sejak dari zaman alpha lagik

13. Siapakah orang nombor 2?

    also my rumet masa final year.also my fren sejak zaman alpha lagi

14. Bagi pesanan pada orang nombor 6?

    selamat meng-counting days untuk jadik isteri orang

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1. WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED?

   no

2. WHAT WAS YOUR SECOND CHOICE NAME FOR YOUR OPPOSITE GENDER NAME?

   muhammad ali 

3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS?

   very excited

4. HOW OLD WERE YOU?

   25 

5. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?

   agak agak je la

6. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST?

   mr husband

7. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX?

   apparently yes but we didn't know the gender until she was born

8. DUE DATE?

   october 27, 2008

9. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?

   no

10. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?

    banyak. most of everything under the blue sky

11. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST?

    i live in peace so i don't hate anyone

12. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CHILD'S SEX?

    same as me

13. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX ?

    no. really we don't mind on the gender. as long as the baby is healthy

14. HOW MANY POUNDS DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY?

    about 14 kgs

15. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER?

    i was too busy doing other things

17. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?

    naaa. i'm strong 

18. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?

    hospital ipoh

19. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR?

    more than a day

20. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?

    of course mr husband

21. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?

    the doctors, nurses, 

22. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?

Natural but vacummed.

23. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?

    they won't allow me to take meds

24. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH?

    2.9 kgs

25. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN ?

    october 28, 2009

26. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER?

i planned to name her Ayesha zahirah but since mr husband was the one who went to register, he named her Aisya zahirah instead

27. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN TODAY?

4 months, 1 week, 6 days old

28. WOULD YOU DO IT AGAIN?

    i want little miss zara to have a little brother or sister. yet, i am still traumatized by that "thing" and i can't bring myself to have any intercourse with mr husband

Love is giving a part of yourself and allowing that part to be filled with someone else.

I love mr husband

I love baby zara more

Mr husband ada ank ungkit benda dulu kale

Then I told him the reason why I did that on the first place

It’s because he said I’m only his side dishes

Kan dah kena

Misti dia tak ingat dia penah cakap macam tu

Pastu kejap kejap tu la jugak dia terus cakap zara tu dia punya main course

Pagi tadi tatau si mr husband tu mimpi apa

Bangun bangun je dia terus picit picit urut urut badan I

Hmmmm mimpi apekah

Pastu beria ia basuh kettle, masak air

Pastu sediakan panadol soluble

Pastu bakar roti

Goring sosej

Masukkan dalam Tupperware

Pastu soh I bawak bekal

Soooo sweet

yet still

little zara is my main course

Oh

Bizibizibizibee

Mulai bulan ini, dah tambah lagi seorang pekerja

Maknanya sudah ada 4 orang pekerja

Tanggungjawab sebagai majikan semakin besar

Permintaan semakin Bertambah

Mebbe sebab orang dah semakin kenal

Dan I can’t say no kalau ada parents yang nak hantar anak

Satu sebab itu adalah rezeki

Kedua sebab nanti orang bawak berita yang tak elok plak kalau derang nak hantar and I say no

Ketiga sebab I dah tak boleh bekerja

Little miss zara tu suruh tengok dia je sepanjang masa

Mr husband pun dah bising soh I tumpukan perhatian 99% kat zara

Lagi 1% for my business

Hahahhahahah

Semalam sambut birthday anak murid

Meriah tau

Since parents budak tu cam eksaited sangat nak sambut birthday

Ye laaa… dah la anak sorang

Pastu first time anak sambut birthday

Jadi waktu birthday tu parents pun dating skali

Sanggup ni keluar dari kerja kejap

Semalam masa birthday

Theme warna purple

Semua parents pun sporting bagi anak pakai baju purple

Mana yang tade baju purple tu the teachers papaya diorang ribbon purple.

Pagi semalam b4 sambut birthday, ada sorang parent ni cakap

Anak dia pun dah tak sabar nak sambut birthday

Dah pesan awal awal kat mama dia yang dia nak celebrate birthday kat tadika

The teachers including me pun excited pakai baju purple tau

Little miss zara pun pakai dress purple

pagi tadi mr husband nak menggedik gedik

tapi jam dah pukul 6.35

dia ni tau... mentang mentang la dari rumah ke tadika tak sampai seminit

las las i pegi skolah pukul 6.55

tu pun semuanya kena buat cepat cepat

-sigh-

So kita dah officially pindah

Last week hari rabu malam kita belI barang lektrik

Dia kata nak hantar hari sabtu

Hari khamis kita belI perabot

Dia kata nak antar hari jumaat

Memang nice la sebab bila perabot dah masuk baru la sesuai masukkan tibi dan sebagainya

Hari jumaat malam pegi nak daftar asterok

Dia kata nk pasang sabtu

Ni dah isnin tak pasang2 lagi

Memang la teruk

Dah la I kenot live without asterok

Seteruk2 asterok, still I cant live without it

Hari sabtu ahad memang bizi berpindah la

Termasuk la shopping2 skali kan

Hari sabtu petang semua adik beradik pun datang tolong2 pindah 

Penat tapi I like

Zara dah 4 months

Dia rasa dia dah besar sangat

Masa mr husband n I makan pizza, zarra pun nak jugak

Harini first day zara makan nestum

Since zara tak minum botol

Dia makan nestum mcm tu je

Tde campur susu